i live in fear when he brings his gaze to
me stories of dissent on this i feed /
under the covers and quiet to his
demands / alone i peek out with one eye
and colour my peculiar world with
deft strokes / all the thoughts i will paint red /
canvas of the mind with slashes of red /
title after title what a dream to
have a never-ending hum to work with
a fragile unrelenting trope to feed
of off / i work under his scumbled eye
fill my notes with opposition to his
plans / i cave in and invite a friend his
body the sun muting all greens to red
and we dance all the day under his eye
until all colours take on a glow / to
the dark night we say what is there to feed
on / we are alone and together with
a million thoughts and the horizon with
its torn paper trees / the soft strokes of his
brush play long on my mind / a constant feed
of sparks that want to be captured in red /
so i search for a path both catchy to
the wayward mind and pleasing to the eye /
and it is with a full belly and eye
that we will sit and discuss our plan with
grease-stained plates in the sink / left it late to
wash up / we will watch a country flex his
muscles until the veins start running red
and we will sing a mournful song to feed
our strength / the nation’s news a gliding feed
of murky colours / let us poke the eye
while a country sees only the red
of this tender rebellion acts with
small impact thin markings of gripe on his
pervading dream / the one we unsubscribe to /
it was never enough to stop the feed
from reaching his audience with blind eye
with stone heart / we feed on green and spew red

Have you read my chapbook Digging for Sylvia.
You can download it for free from Google Drive or Dropbox.
This is deeply moving. Beautiful writing, Constance.
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Thanks so much Michele!
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